It's nothing I planned and not that I can, but you should me mine across that line
If I traded it all, if I gave it ALL away for ONE thing....
If I sorted it out, if I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn't that be something?
Even though I know I don't wanna know, yeah I guess I know, I just hate how it sounds...
I am so tired of trying to make it work, to make you see that I need to be more for me. I need you to TRY to dream, to want to do ANYTHING. Any single thing at all. But there is no motivation, no passion. Not even for me. And then what? Am I supposed to live like this, to wait and see what happens? It is so unlike me to sit around. I am proactive while you want to sit still. Well, if you're going to watch your life go by, I am sorry but I am NOT.
You told me once that you were afraid of my "prowess" and that I would leave you behind. I said "I'd never do that". But "if you run with me" was an implied part.
I was free, so alive... you were wrong, you were right. I was sharp. I was wrong. I was right.
This can't be a suicide romance. I know where I am going, yet you don't. How can you get there, anywhere with me?
I am afraid this is the beginning of the end. Our end. I promised to love you forever. To be there for you. And I want to. SO much. But you don't. You're not making the effort. The least. It's not easy to fight alone for the both of us. Not easy...
I'm tired of the silly guilt games and the tears shed. I can't take it much longer.
I feel my inspiration seeping away from my soul. I don't feel like singing, dancing, dressing up! I don't feel like doing anything ME when we're together. It's not easy. I am in over my head. I want to get OUT and BREATHE!
I don't want to be 99 and dying for more time to accomplish the things I couldn't because you held me back.
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