Choice

God only knows what I'd do if I had no remorse. 

I woke up today and wished I had no conscience

no annoying little voice telling me I'm wrong

Then I'd wrench my heart out of your filthy grasp

And mend it on my own

I wished I could do you harm, hurt you more than ever

let you feel the pain inside me, but my heart wonders

How much more I can take before I crack

How much more I can hope before I run away screaming

For freedom, for love, for freedom

To fly once more, to hunt, to live

Outside your greedy hands 

Deceived me, I did

I thought love was the way out

It was the way in to a tight cage of pain and regret

I cannot take the arguing, the anguish

My heart longs to fly again

To be happy at last

The bruises on my knuckles let me not forget

Punching holes in walls once calmed me

now they build up to the amount of pain I wish to cause you

to make you realize, stupid

that ALL I wanted once was to be with you