Dammit

My leg is cramped, my foot is getting infected (don't ask how), I've been limping all day and I have a lot of things to do today, OUTSIDE. I had to go pick mom's shoes up, go to the warehouse, hit the yarn shop AND go to kung fu. Dammit dammit dammit. Just because I have to train and am finally getting remotely good at it (training, that is). This kind of stuff always happens when I get overly excited about things. Suppose I'll be packing all day today then, and maybe study somewhat. But sh*t, I really wanted to go to KF... Now that I've started the compulsory. 

On a side note, I've been reading a lot of stuff on gardening and herbs and such housing things and I've learned that I need to learn SO MUCH! It's not going to be easy to have my own place, I guess I have been overlooking it all along. I hope I make a good wife...

Procrastination

Just taking some time off cleaning my room... listening to the brilliant Jason Mraz, and thinking about life as I know it and how it is most likely to change a lot during the course of this year... getting married, moving out of the country, having my own apartment, getting another job, changing dojos, my oh my, sometimes it seems overwhelming for a girl to handle alone. Thankfully I wont be alone... and the plans I've been making, I almost feel greedy for wanting it all, but as they say, "you're only as big as your dreams". And since I seem to make lists in my sleep, I have it all figured out in my head, this and next year. But I know that life is what happens to us when we are busy making other plans, so I will keep them as more of a guideline instead of a schedule. But I will keep in mind that we create our future in the present, with the past as proof and school. Damn, I'm out-of-my-head excited! 

Well, better get back to cleaning before I lose my hours and have to go to Kung Fu...

Toodle-oo

A cry of relief!!!

Damn, man, holy, aaaahhhhh... It is so good to be finally able to breathe in again. After almost a week grieving over the loss of this precious baby (my beloved blog) I finally got it back!! And I feel rather stupid for having forgot about it, oh, well, it is not like people read this anyways. I just am so glad to have it back that I even might start posting again, soon, like, now is a good time. 

So many thing have been going on in my life, so many plans... and yesterday, as I saw the Oscars, I cried, I laughed. I thought Hugh Jackman is the BEST HOST EVER! He truly is, I don't care if people disliked his musical singing and dancing fits, I thought it all very handsomely done and adorable in it's own sexy way. What can I say, I love musicals. On to fashion, Jolie was incredible, sleek, simple and sexy. The emerald earrings she was wearing were to die for, and brought out her handsome features even more. Kate Winslet will forever be my favourite actress of all time, partially because she is one of the few under a certain age that don't appear to have a weight problem. She is still gorgeous, I don't care what the critics (ahem, anorexics) say. Natalie Portman was stunning in that bold pinkish violet colour. For a woman that can be bald and still look beautiful, I vote she can pull off anything. Miley Cirus.... uh, it's not like I have a grudge, but her dress was... well... 

In another note, I felt sort of bad for Meryl Streep... she is brilliant, and the fact that she has 15 nominations proves it. Maybe someone has a grudge. And, Oh. My. God. I gave a shriek of relief when Heath Ledger won his best supporting Actor. I knew it. But it is always different when it actually happens. 

And all the glamour, glitter, gold... the Academy Awards most certainly are a fairy tale, a dream come true, as you may. Meanwhile, I'll be content with a shampoo bottle, I guess. Hey, no one said I couldn't dream. 

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